I have all ways wondered why people think once i say i forgive them all is settled.... but see i can't forgive till i know that they have the same pain as me. Cruel but still there is no other way to make them understand how i felt. As when we did something to a friend, cruel what we did but really know he knows how i felt and as his emotions unravel his anger betrayel will be matched to mine..... I can't talk about what i feel because they all become confused and unsure in my heart. When i do things in actions it will show how i felt... Even if it means leaving a friend..... in a way im happy he is mad at me, so then i know there is some one else i can't hurt in the long run..... I have to send them away sometime's so i can't hurt them any more..... Why do i do this? I don't wait someone to put faith on me when in the long run i will let them down and hard